Here are the most important people in my life. Not in any specific order.

1. Sometimes you are there to catch me when I fall. Other times you are there just to push me down. You’re crazy and strive too hard to be the center of attention, but I don’t know how I would live without you. I love you so much, but sometimes you have to just let me do my own thing.

2. We don’t see enough of each other, and that makes us strangers sometimes. It hurts when you don’t try enough to make time for me. Lately you’ve been trying too hard. I love you very much, but again you need to let me do my own thing. Please stop smothering me.

3. We are two completely different people. Two people who could hardly stand each other until the day you moved away. Now that we’ve gotten to know each other over the last few years you’ve become one of my best friends. I can tell you anything and hopefully we’ll be able to spend even more time together in the near future. I love you.

4. You have been a royal pain in my ass since the day I was born. Constantly picking fights and putting me down. I know the things you say aren’t your fault sometimes but they still hurt. Since you moved out life has been easier. I know it’s kind of selfish of me but I like you better now that you’re gone. And you can’t deny that we get along better now too. I love you, but sometimes I really don’t like you.

5. You’re my best friend. My family. My twin! We’re so opposite on so many things, but so alike on just as many things. [The Cord!!!!] We keep each other sane and make each other crazy. We have been through everything together. We’re also writing buddies even though we’ve been totally slacking lately. Stay who you are and don’t change for anyone. I love you mushroom sister. ♥ We’ve sort of drifted apart. I really miss you. The old you. I’m still here for you, but I don’t know if we’ll ever be as close as we once were…

6. You have always been there for me. You’re house is my home away from home, a place I can go when I need to escape the craziness of my house. Words cannot describe how much I love you and how much I appreciate everything that you’ve ever done for me.

7. You always make me laugh, and you tell the best stories ever. I will cherish all of the times we have left together. You’ve always been there for me to give me advice and to help me become a better me. I love you and I thank you for everything.

8. We’ve been friends since freshman year, though it seems like a lifetime. You are one of the best friends I’ve ever had and I don’t know what I would do without you. It sucks that you moved so far away, and english classes have never been the same without you. I’m glad you moved back home. It’s nice seeing you every week. I love ya.

9. Well our friendship started with a container of sugar packets. You are crazy but in a good way, and you’re one of my best friends. I’m so happy that you are going back to college, ‘cause it just hasn’t been the same without you. I can’t wait till we can move into our apartment and I’m happy to be your gps. haha. I love Ya.

10. I honestly regret not talking to you sooner. You are one of my best friends and you have the greatest taste in music. We have awesome times together and we’re gonna have even more good times when we go to all those concerts. I love ya.
^^^Heh. I don’t even know what happened anymore. You jumped to conclusions about what happened at that party when you weren’t even there. It eats me up in side that you didn’t even let me explain. You’re too busy sitting there thinking we’re the ones who changed when all along it was you. It really hurts that you said the things you did and that you tried to pin us all against eachother. It didn’t work this time, dear. I hope someday we’ll be friends again but know this, I will not let you push me around and I may forgive you in the future…but I won’t forget.
[We didn’t desert you even though that’s what you seem to think. We were just getting sick of it. Sick of having to walk on eggshells around you. Fearing that what we might say would offend you, or piss you off. Every moment we spent together was tense and stressful because of this. It didn’t used to be  that way. I don’t know what happened. The reason I was mad at you was because you wouldn’t hear me out. You weren’t at that party. You didn’t know what happened, what he did…no. You just jumped to conclusions and said that I was the one causing the problems. You say we wouldn’t listen to you or hear you out, but that’s because you wouldn’t either.]

11. You’re probably my newest best friend, but just as important as all of the other ones. You always know how to cheer people up when they’re down and you’re always making me laugh. We have the best times on our ghostie adventures, ‘cause we’re always the ones who get too scared to leave the van. I love ya.

12. You put up with my crazy family and all of their crazy ways. You’re funny, nice, and perfect for her. You treat her the way she deserves to be treated and I thank you for that. It was awesome getting to know you better when you lived with us this spring. I guess all that’s left to say is welcome to the family! :)

13. Well I don’t have too much to say about you anymore. You noticed me when I was invisible to everyone else. We have so much in common and I really do look back on the times we’ve had together and smile. But that doesn’t change what you did to me. It’s a shame it was all just a game to you. I’m still trying to get over it and I am slowly, and surely. So, heres to you and all the shit you put me through. Honestly, I’m a better person now that we don’t speak anymore, as much as it hurts. It’s true. I just hope that you treat the next one better than you ever treated me. ♥

14. Honestly when you came into my life, I never expected you to mean so much. It takes me a while to open up and trust people but I feel like I can be myself around you, which is a nice change. You are seriously one of my best friends. It sucks that we don’t hang out as much as we used to. Thanks for being there though. You helped me get through a lot of dark times. Don’t ever change for anybody. =]

I’ll update the cast list when more people come into my life. :)